Friday, December 19, 2008

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

tutors


i love eternally those who tutor me.
tutors i seek:
-iridology, dreamreading, palmreading, oceanreading, spiritreading, thespiritreading
-nourishment, geology, navigation, biology, anthropology
-spanish, french, swedish, icelandic, hebrew, arabic
-arts, mystical creatures, herbology, etc.
whatever you know
i want
let me be your pupil.

i luv tonka the girl


me on the happiest day in my whole life.
what do i look like?

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

i hope they stand in a line because i want to get to all of them

i began to belch to tell her the anatomy of the breast: lobules, glands, ducts.
and then i wanted to never do anything alone again
so i came to know her respiration
and i found she is a wave, sternum to hip the waves came and went
and like a plain: with a bog and the grass connected to her stomach
i do hope i'm not alone here,
i feel sorrow for staying inside so long.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

excite



http://www.alkalizeforhealth.net/Lhunzadiet2.htm
i'm gonna live with the hunza people for a year
and build a zipline http://dangerouslyfun.com/zip-line
and be eternally 16 years old
the problem with considering all the people ever in existence is you never know if you're where you want to be doing what you want to do- and if you lovin the people you sposed ta

Saturday, November 15, 2008

needs

i need everyone to make me laugh. whateva it takes. go.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

there she goes




also made this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fraOGvy_igs

Monday, November 3, 2008

introvertibrates and extromen both tickle me




also: i love rachel raynor. i would like to be her grandpa.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QHYIKvahcLA
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cC2iRyNoRDc&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BZRnzNJcCQs&feature=related
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3YsEfe-QJVg&feature=related

Thursday, October 30, 2008

i just got an animal spirit


and i petted him, and he has no mommy or daddy. and no fur neither. and i tried to lead him to supper and when i looked back he was standing there, in the street and behind him were 3 more, chickens. and they were lives. and i should have been their good friends like Gavin would have. and i could hear Dog talking to him deeply, "thanks for lunch", smile, trotting off to his day purpose. and they're everywhere. why am i not their friends? i guess i'll go back with dinner later. we'd even have endless fun.
don't ignore nature, natural.

the rain is so fresh, likes to make me a baby.

and i nearly dislike orchestra. but not any of the people in the orchestra. if mozart was alive to be my friend i wouldn't mind playing his music.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

sorry, but

why do people make more babies when there's so many lonely ones around why???
i don't think i will.

Monday, October 27, 2008

leta virtue reign

http://w2.byuh.edu/academics/posc/tsmith/Classes/Philosophy/Rousseau%20--%20First%20Discourse.pdf
read the 1st discourse of Rousseau.
make me think:
-America, emily you bad girl
-history, hello? don't be stupid
-satan, distraction
-don't go to the pretty circus

Saturday, October 25, 2008

gutenmorgen ideas

follow one unknown unceasingly until understood
listen only to myself inside, just inside inside inside for a whole week- and god- and love it
wear my Beast costume and creep out in the nighttime stimulating people
devote to a person for a month and become part of their world
wear different paints on my body with different symbols every day
give intelligent remarks in class on say, the subject of history, through my observations of the essence of birds
not think, ever
become a break-dancer, and share that and everything- just that.

and so it is!!!!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

look!


rock stone pebbles
;)
gutenmorgen
mmmmmmm sister
"this is not a rollerrink. If you wearin blades, get outta are store"



Sunday, October 19, 2008

reason, we spoke of





today we rocketed in the pleasure industry, Natural and I.
The present I scuttled for Steph's birth day:
********
including: big red gum for grandmothers, nude chinese artbook for pleasure, hand-carved soap dentures for vitality, fashionizing tibetan bracelete, maternity naxi shirt, mother loving stamps, collaborative Canada map, vindictive fuzz roller, halls defense dietary supplements, dutiful vase of red pencils= homemakers guide to the galaxy.


becoming young man

Thursday, October 16, 2008

energies

i just saw a man with misdirected silver eyebrows in the hallway. His face looked 20! what were those slivers doing on him? maybe people treat him like a 50 yr. old.

to me, each package of a person is a present. i get so excited to be around so many presents, especially ones i've never unwrapped.

i hope i never interpret symbols mechanically, because i have a spirit.
i hope i never allow a love opportunity to strudel by me cuz it's bigger than my eyes are looking for or it's 4 streets over or it's job is to reprimand me or it has silver eyebrows and why would i not be looking for a 50 year old?
the vastness of satisfactions of the world is my existence, a lot of why i love God.
and his laws of his universe are fun and excitin cuz he made us like that and he wouldn't have it any less than we want it.
when i look you in the eyes i'm ready to go- i'm ready for it all- we are different souls and our combination is a different universe than me and Gollum's, or Tonka's.
Symbols are only real when spirits say it- not eyes and brains.
I just don't know how to pour out everything in here yet- over all these- curiosities I exist with- the people.
but if you're into it, i'd like to go no where we know and everywhere that's remiss.
love, emily york, i speak to all

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

just like open, cuz jesus is throwin in

instead of maternal instinct, desire mockery of infant- life.etc.
finally started recognizing that maslow, havin those desires for safety and security-previously not one value-drop.
but she's showing interest in adulthood, at least.
enjoied 2 adult movies: margot at the wedding and lars and the real girl.
only sense of adulthood: want to care for people in a jesus-way. not just as the loving child with needs. unfortunately she relies only on self-fulfilled needs. has yet to treat Him as a real father.
love, emily

Friday, October 10, 2008

plato. wall. love.



our existence is based on signs. interpreting. hobbes, you forgot FEELING.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

sacrament eve





twas the night before the chapel
and we'd drinken a lot of snapple
the house runs it on the tapple
don't cease ripping all my rapple