i just got an animal spirit

and i petted him, and he has no mommy or daddy. and no fur neither. and i tried to lead him to supper and when i looked back he was standing there, in the street and behind him were 3 more, chickens. and they were lives. and i should have been their good friends like Gavin would have. and i could hear Dog talking to him deeply, "thanks for lunch", smile, trotting off to his day purpose. and they're everywhere. why am i not their friends? i guess i'll go back with dinner later. we'd even have endless fun.
don't ignore nature, natural.

the rain is so fresh, likes to make me a baby.

and i nearly dislike orchestra. but not any of the people in the orchestra. if mozart was alive to be my friend i wouldn't mind playing his music.

sorry, but

why do people make more babies when there's so many lonely ones around why???
i don't think i will.

leta virtue reign

http://w2.byuh.edu/academics/posc/tsmith/Classes/Philosophy/Rousseau%20--%20First%20Discourse.pdf
read the 1st discourse of Rousseau.
make me think:
-America, emily you bad girl
-history, hello? don't be stupid
-satan, distraction
-don't go to the pretty circus

gutenmorgen ideas

follow one unknown unceasingly until understood
listen only to myself inside, just inside inside inside for a whole week- and god- and love it
wear my Beast costume and creep out in the nighttime stimulating people
devote to a person for a month and become part of their world
wear different paints on my body with different symbols every day
give intelligent remarks in class on say, the subject of history, through my observations of the essence of birds
not think, ever
become a break-dancer, and share that and everything- just that.

and so it is!!!!

look!

rock stone pebbles
;)
gutenmorgen
mmmmmmm sister
"this is not a rollerrink. If you wearin blades, get outta are store"

reason, we spoke of

today we rocketed in the pleasure industry, Natural and I.
The present I scuttled for Steph's birth day:
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including: big red gum for grandmothers, nude chinese artbook for pleasure, hand-carved soap dentures for vitality, fashionizing tibetan bracelete, maternity naxi shirt, mother loving stamps, collaborative Canada map, vindictive fuzz roller, halls defense dietary supplements, dutiful vase of red pencils= homemakers guide to the galaxy.


becoming young man