gutenmorgen ideas

follow one unknown unceasingly until understood
listen only to myself inside, just inside inside inside for a whole week- and god- and love it
wear my Beast costume and creep out in the nighttime stimulating people
devote to a person for a month and become part of their world
wear different paints on my body with different symbols every day
give intelligent remarks in class on say, the subject of history, through my observations of the essence of birds
not think, ever
become a break-dancer, and share that and everything- just that.

and so it is!!!!

look!

rock stone pebbles
;)
gutenmorgen
mmmmmmm sister
"this is not a rollerrink. If you wearin blades, get outta are store"

reason, we spoke of

today we rocketed in the pleasure industry, Natural and I.
The present I scuttled for Steph's birth day:
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including: big red gum for grandmothers, nude chinese artbook for pleasure, hand-carved soap dentures for vitality, fashionizing tibetan bracelete, maternity naxi shirt, mother loving stamps, collaborative Canada map, vindictive fuzz roller, halls defense dietary supplements, dutiful vase of red pencils= homemakers guide to the galaxy.


becoming young man

energies

i just saw a man with misdirected silver eyebrows in the hallway. His face looked 20! what were those slivers doing on him? maybe people treat him like a 50 yr. old.

to me, each package of a person is a present. i get so excited to be around so many presents, especially ones i've never unwrapped.

i hope i never interpret symbols mechanically, because i have a spirit.
i hope i never allow a love opportunity to strudel by me cuz it's bigger than my eyes are looking for or it's 4 streets over or it's job is to reprimand me or it has silver eyebrows and why would i not be looking for a 50 year old?
the vastness of satisfactions of the world is my existence, a lot of why i love God.
and his laws of his universe are fun and excitin cuz he made us like that and he wouldn't have it any less than we want it.
when i look you in the eyes i'm ready to go- i'm ready for it all- we are different souls and our combination is a different universe than me and Gollum's, or Tonka's.
Symbols are only real when spirits say it- not eyes and brains.
I just don't know how to pour out everything in here yet- over all these- curiosities I exist with- the people.
but if you're into it, i'd like to go no where we know and everywhere that's remiss.
love, emily york, i speak to all

just like open, cuz jesus is throwin in

instead of maternal instinct, desire mockery of infant- life.etc.
finally started recognizing that maslow, havin those desires for safety and security-previously not one value-drop.
but she's showing interest in adulthood, at least.
enjoied 2 adult movies: margot at the wedding and lars and the real girl.
only sense of adulthood: want to care for people in a jesus-way. not just as the loving child with needs. unfortunately she relies only on self-fulfilled needs. has yet to treat Him as a real father.
love, emily

plato. wall. love.

our existence is based on signs. interpreting. hobbes, you forgot FEELING.